Hey guys : D

First... i really wanted to try out this journal thing xD -though i don't have that much to tell- some people might say i have an ordered (boring?xD) life, but i really am enjoying it
Especially since we had some real stress the last weeks and now we finally managed to manage it. (i think it sounds awesome so- DON'T DARE TO CRITIZIE IT D: )

US(A)
were awesome. Though i think it will always be a love-hate-relationship between us
i really adore the landscape, the enormous cities and the diversity there ...but... well... the people really are superficial and always try to flatter you and be goody-goodies. An experience i made was that when we came into the german class of the highschool everyone was super nice completing our hairstyle, the way we dress,... you get it? When i walked out with my hostdaughter and her friends, one of them started to slander a girl's hairstyle she complemented a minute ago.
Maybe I'm just spoiled from Germany? I agree that we never could welcome anyone as "warm" as they did, we're just too reserved, but we'll always stay honest and once you have a friend, it will be a long friendship.

LIFE
is awesome. Like i said i really enjoy it xD I'm in the preparation classes for my final exams now and it's true- teacher treat you differently o_o *and i like that *
Though there was one little story that really bothered me... in a bad way D:
We read a poem from Edgard Fields (which is a gay author) called "New York" and the first thing our teacher (female!!) stressed that he was gay- GAY! omg. I think we have to put up with it...
It had nothing to do with that poem about the city. Not interesting for any interpretation. So why did she tell us that?? And you didn't hear her disgusted ton. I felt attacked personally and was really frustrated- is such a way of thinking really still that common? (it's not like she's an old hag!In her late 40's i guess. )

ART
dunno. I think i will upload some of my pics soon xD *its time after all*

Hope your life is as great as mine : D *knuffs*

yay this crazy girl will be gone for 3 weeks now!!! >o<

...but it's strange i don't know if i should look forward to it or go into my corner and cry XD

But since i won't be going there that often i chose to be damn happy >DDD

i'll be visiting Utah (American Folk if someone is interested) with a stopover in Yellow Stone-Nationalpark( and several others ... <3 *hopes there will be some awesome pics*) and on my journey back we'll go over NEW YOOOOORK! yay mäxxle alone in the big apple XD
It's an exchange organised by my school so yeah... will be visiting really boring stuff but... hey i'll survive XD (sady none of my darlings comes with me... D: *will miss them* )

so yes... byby i will miss you too <333 (haha good joke XD)

i actually did it.

I'm cosplaying NARUTO. XDDD well not him this idiot of ninja -.-
i chose DEIDARA! that sexbomb of a man together with my very best friend Dany<333 (as ItachixD)
yay the 2 Akatsuki-biaaatches XD
she visited me the whole last week and we were sewing like jerks to finish everything- well actually i was sewing and she was posting in our RPGs for me(&herself) and entertaining me and watching Queer as Folks and cuddling with my cats and entertaining my darling..... well if i see it like that she did pretty much o.O
but after this week full of work- i nearly finished it *whoooot* >D i designed, cutted, sewed, etc. 2 whole akatsukioutfits (and it isn't that easy to know how it looks if you've never watched the series XD) containing the coats, trousers, shirts, gauntlets and shoes (YEAH I WAS SO MAD AND ACTUALLY MADE THEM MYSELF!)
still missing the white borderlines on the clouds and the headband *because our craftingshop was closed and i couldn't buy the color or the metalfilm-.-*

all in all. Much work. Lots of fun. Awesome week.

Sadly i couldn't do a shooting with her, coz i finished just in time before her dad came to pick her up *she lives in a town...dunno 3 hours away from me q.q)...*cries* i managed to get one picture (AND IT TURNED OUT AWESOME. *loves the sun-shine-thingie*) and i don't think i'll be able shoot mine before i go to USA!! *invasion* >DDD (lolz...somehow i think i'm going to flip the picture they have of germans upside-down >D)


DAYS TILL USA: 2 <3

Got this one from

The first 10 people that comment in this journal(about this topic) will get a free SKETCH
of anything you want. But, in exchange, you have to putthis and the free offer of 10 SKETCHES.
If anyone already has done this or something like that,simply put the link of your journal withthe offer in your comment to the journal you ask a SKETCH to...It's just for fun!

lol i think that eyplained everything? Someone wants one? No??? Awesome.
(if someone really wants post soon pls xD *will be gone to USA in a week's time)


uhh and this awesome thingie did i snatch from

DEATH NOTE CHARACTER QUIZ *whooooot*

Light
[ ] You have a big aim in life
[x] You hate to lose.
[ ] You feel that your eyes change colors with your behavior
[x] You are obsessed.
[x] Your intelligence is superior in comparison with another person’s.(say the adults.They say much when the day is long.)
[] You don’t mind hurting others as long it helps you to get to your aims.
[x] You have talent to seduce the opposite gender. (And the same <3)
Total: 4

L
[x] You love candy.
[] You don’t care about how you look.
[] You walk/sit curved.
[x] You are a genius.
[x] You have dark circles around your eyes.
[] You are very thin no matter what you eat.
[] You don't have many friends and you are a total failure at love.
Total: 3

Misa
[] You love someone blindly.( love yeah, but not blindly)
[x] You would do everything for that ‘someone’.
[] You dress in a very peculiar way.
[] You can’t tell when people are joking around with you.
[] You can’t handle alcohol very well. (oh yes i can XD i get happy easily but i never vomit nor i had ever headache nor did my bellybelly hurt afterwards *doesn't matter what and how much i drink*)
[X] You are very jealous. (i so hate that part of me >.> )
[x] You can make people do what they don’t want to do. (*klimpers with her big brown pure eyes* ohhh pleaaaase? )
Total: 3

Mello
[] You love chocolate.
[] You were confused at least for once with the opposite gender.
[] You always dress dark and tight clothes. (black doesnt suit me at all D: *looks like a living corps then*)
[] You are always second.
[x] You have a burn/scar on your face. (its not big XD *from the childfights with her brother*)
[ ] You are very intelligent, but sometimes you make mistakes. (i don't make mistakes. I do very intense experiments, isn't it like that pau?)
[x] Near creeps you out a little bit. ( *ABSOLUTLY HATE HIM* he murderd my light-darling! *still thinks light is sexgod*)
Total: 2

Matt
[] You are always playing video games. (never. *always the looser* XD but i like to just sit next to the others)
[] You smoke.
[] You wear stripy shirts. (makes you fat.)
[] You would do anything for your friends. (what am i? Crazy?!)
[] You use glasses that look like goggles.
[] You are always relaxed. (*hyper little girlie*?!!)
[] You are very affectionate to your best friend.
Total: 0

Near
[] You are patient to the limit. (pa- what? xD)
[x] You always win.
[x] You have Peter Pan syndrome. (*o* PETER PAN IS LOVE!!!! *misunderstood the whole question a bit*)
[x] You love to wear pajamas.
[ x] You are very intelligent.
[x] You have a lot of ability using your hands. (how much is a lot?o.o)
[] Your hair is of a weird color. (It has red in it...and I hope to dye it green)
Total: 5...?! cant be.. gotta redo it o.o..... *got 5 again* THIS CAN'T BE!!!! q.q *hates near*

Mikami
[] You believe in a god.
[x] You search for justice everywhere.
[x] You use glasses.
[x] You are/want to be a lawyer.
[x] You don’t care about following orders as long as it’s for justice’s sake.
[x] You support Kira unconditionally. (both Kira AND L!)
[] All your life is perfectly planned.
Total: 5..omg hot guyyy <3 this gotta be like that<3333

Ryuk
[x] You love apples.
[] You are bored.
[x] You think that humans are…INTERESTING! (of course they are! o.o *so many differnet people*)
[x] You laugh in a weird way…Hyuk, hyuk, hyuk… (three words: long, loud, disturbing)
[x] You don’t let your feelings lead you.
[x] When there’s an argument, you never take one of the sides. (most of the time both sides have their good points ^^)
[x] You are a little bit crazy and weird.
Total: 6 …..gosh i love that number..... XD

Matsuda
[x] Some people think that you are an idiot. (thats because i AM an idiot xD)
[] You always see someone’s good side.
[] You know someone who is an example for you.
[] You don’t think Kira is either good or evil. (Kira is (sex)GOD!!!!)
[] You talk about a love life that you don’t have
[] You do stupid things that sometimes are good to the ones around you.
[] You are pretty, but old.
Total: 1



YAY! RYUUUUUK! the only one who has really really style : D *the others are awesome too .... but they aren't shinigamis!*
WHAHAAAAA*freaks out* FEAR ME AND MY DEATH NOTE!!!

omg omg i am SOOOOOO bloody happy at the moment
i still wasn't able to realize it full >o<
I (THATS ME! ME! ME! IMAGINE MEEEEE! *InnerVoice:....stop that i think people got it by now...*) okay i got finally a new camera- but not just any! A REFLEX CAMERA! >O<
i so wished for it .... over 2 years or so, and now because i'm going to america my mom finally allowed me to buy it!

my new babababy [link] [link]
gosh. i so damn love her. (at the moment the accumulator has to charge.... so i can't take any pictures.... D: *charge faster you damn thing >.<*

while it is charging.... i think i am back now xD i really want to post (and show off xP) my new cosplay-costumes...but the wig will arrive in about two weeks and dunno i am a perfectionist so without it the costumes are not complete and i don't want to post them *it's all about pride xP*
so instead-if someone's interested- the list x):
GRELL:
- "normal" Shinigami: complete[partly homemade like coat and all the accessoires]
- Domina-Version: complete [entirely homemade,maybe i will still add some accessoires like legwamers, but it already includes riding crop and a dog's collar *iloveit*]
- Juliet-Version: complete [entirely homemade, it's a dinner dress in victorian age style with lace and frills- and in a soooooo damn cool wine-red *drools*]
- Cheerleader: in progress [it was originally for a skit with a friend of mine at Connichi, but i realized that i'm still in the USA at that time so..... it's just for fun ^^ *will do a Elizabeth-Cheerleader-outfit too*]

why i'm creating so many version?.... honestly... i dunno XD i will never be able to wear them all but they keep plopping into my mind O_o *mean thingies*

so... i think that was all..... the accu is still not charged....q.q *dammit* ...*will now sit in front of the charing thing to cheer it on*